I Want to Leave When I'm Home


A young woman searching for her lost father gets trapped between responsibility and belonging.


"I Want to Leave When I'm Home" tells the story of Ayse, a young woman who searches for her childlike father lost deep in the woods. After her father's disappearance, Ayse returns to the town where she was born. While searching the forest, preparations for the village's Saint-Jean celebrations have begun. Ayse finds herself torn between feeling a responsibility towards her father and the desire to reconnect with an old childhood friend and enjoy the festivities. The film skillfully explores the complexity of family ties and the allure of personal freedom. Ayse's internal conflict prompts viewers to reflect on concepts of home and belonging.

The film has a profound impact on its viewers. They can feel the dilemma Ayse faces between her sense of responsibility towards her family and her longing for freedom. Even though the film deals with a dramatic situation, most viewers can understand and empathize with the emotional turmoil Ayse experiences.

"I Want to Leave When I'm Home" was filmed in a village in Turkey, surrounded by nature.